Have’t done one of these in awhile.
But at the same time, I haven’t laid in bed crying to Taylor Swift songs in a LONG time either.
So here we are.
I look back on my life, and I am SO happy with where I’m at. But every once in awhile, I get brought down, hard.
Not for any particular reason, mostly because of the way my heads built. Unfortunately sometimes I just get this way.
I just get sad.
Other times, like tonight, there’s reasons for it.For instance, this is the 3rd night in a row I’m up wishing my phone would go off, and you would actually come through. Just this once.
Not your fault though, you’re not obligated to it, at all.
S’all good I guess.
I think what bothers me the most about these nights is that my feelings get so intense.
I know all the great people and things in my life, but I get selfish, and tired, and decide I wish I didn’t have to do this anymore.
I need to remember to be stronger, but its hard.
I’m just going through a rough patch, and I need to remember that these feelings will pass.
NOT to be confused with tonight.
Because tonight, I’m just upset over a stupid boy.
&I’m just a stupid girl with low self esteem, and I’m done trying.
Its all you, babe.
I have my own feelings to worry about.
